"Finally touching grass / Life update"
- Date: Aug 17, 2024
- Mood: Happy / Reflective
- Time: 5:00pm
- Listening to: Love You by The Free Design
- #life update
Today I went on an outing with my family! It's been a minute (a couple months) since I went out to have fun and enjoy myself. It was really nice to get out and spend time with them again. I think the pandemic, having new food allergy issues pop up, and me easily getting sick kinda made me avoid leaving the house. I think I became used to the isolation for the sake of my sanity lol. Now that things have improved a bit, it's been hard for me to move out of the mindset of "outside is scary." I need to try and remind myself that having connections with others is important! Because they are!
It probably doesn't help that I have social anxiety and I tend to blow things out of proportion when things go wrong. But! These are some things I'm trying to work through. It helps that I've been talking to a therapist too. (which I recommend if you have the option!) It's nice to have someone to give me some guidance on how I can improve and change for the better.
I'm gonna be practicing for the driver's test all next week so I can get my license o(≧▽≦)o Even though I don't like driving on the main roads, I'm gonna try to ease myself out of my comfort zone. If I don't try, I wont't become comfortable with it.
Today was a nice day (´｡• ᵕ •｡`)
I will keep making decisions to continue having days like this :3
Create connections with others and strengthen the ones you have ♡
-Starry (´ ω `♡)
(P.S. oh my GOD my legs hurt from walking around all day. I need to get more active holy shit)
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